Daria moved through the mist, her steps heavy, her eyes set on a single headstone ahead. She gripped her umbrella, but the cold still seeped through her bones. Reaching Jade’s grave, she stopped. A young girl knelt there, shoulders shaking, her small hands pressed into the damp earth.
Daria’s breath caught. She took a step forward. “Who… who are you?” Her voice came out softer than she intended. “Why are you here?”
The girl looked up, her face streaked with tears, but her eyes… Daria could hardly breathe. There was something in that gaze—something achingly familiar. Before she could piece it together, the girl spoke. “This is my father. Who are you?”
Daria felt something shatter inside her. She wanted to scream, to claw at the ground, to drag Jade out of his grave and demand answers. The umbrella slipped from her hand as she stumbled back, turning toward the rain, desperate to get away from this unbearable truth. But then, a small hand caught hers, holding tight.
Daria jerked away, her voice raw. “What do you want? Get lost.”
The girl flinched, her eyes wide and glistening. “I… I ran away from the orphanage to see him. And you’re his wife, so you’re my mother too, right? Can I come with you? I just… I just want a mother.”
Daria’s heart pounded, rage blurring her vision. She spat, “Don’t be ridiculous. Look at you. You think you’re my daughter? Find your mother and leave me alone.”
The girl stood silent, shrinking back. Her tears fell, but she didn’t make a sound.
Just then, Daria’s phone buzzed, breaking the tension. She hesitated, staring at the girl, her finger hovering over the screen. She couldn’t explain it, but in that split second, something cracked open inside her. She made a choice—one she’d come to regret, wishing she’d made it from the first moment she saw the girl.
The call from the creditor shattered the moment. Daria gripped her phone, heart racing, as she heard the words: overdue credit card, unpaid loans, a mountain of bills. Jade had left her with nothing but debts, and she felt the walls closing in. She glanced at the girl, still kneeling in the rain, and a thought flickered in her mind. Adopt her. Claim support payments. A sly smile crept across her face, masking the desperation beneath.
“What’s your name?” she asked, her tone shifting as if she were negotiating a deal. “I’ll take you in, but you’ll need to behave. Understand?”
The girl introduced herself as Desie, her voice barely above a whisper. She lived in an orphanage nearby, and Daria wasted no time finalizing the adoption paperwork, bringing Desie home. But the promise of a new life quickly faded.
Daria turned the house into a strict regime, assigning Desie all the chores, even cooking for her. Desie complied without complaint, her silence echoing the emptiness of the home. Then one day, Desie accidentally knocked over a bucket of mop water. The splash startled Daria, and fury ignited in her chest.
She forced Desie’s head down to the puddle, her voice dripping with disdain. “Look at you, a dirty rag. Clean it up with your filthy body.”
Desie’s sobs only fueled Daria’s rage. With each apology, Daria’s punishment grew harsher—a cruel cycle of tears and reprimands that left Desie feeling smaller and more invisible.
That night, as soon as Daria walked in from work, her rage erupted. She struck Desie with her handbag, the blows sharp and unforgiving.
“What does that black have that I don’t?” Daria screamed, her voice a storm of fury. “Why did Jade betray me for a filthy little abomination like you? I could have had one too, but mine is dead! Who gave you the right to live better than my child?”
Each insult was a blow, and Desie could do nothing but endure. Tears streamed down her face, but she remained silent, each sob swallowed in the chaos of Daria’s rage.
After the beating, Daria shoved Desie into the storage room. “This is where a lowly black thing like you belongs,” she spat before slamming the door, leaving Desie alone in the cold, dark space. A mouse scurried past her feet, and fear gripped Desie’s heart. In a panic, she discovered the door was ajar. She slipped out and stumbled into another room.
To her surprise, it was warm and beautifully decorated, as if waiting for a beloved daughter. A pink bed held a stunning dress, its fabric soft against her fingers. Desie tried it on, a spark of love and longing igniting within her, wishing this could be her life.
But the fragile moment shattered with Daria’s furious scream. “That filthy black girl! Who gave you the right to touch my daughter’s things? Get out of my house!”
Desie’s heart raced as Daria charged in, a whirlwind of rage. She clawed at the dress Desie wore, shrieking and sobbing. Terrified, Desie dashed out of the house, the rain pouring down as she fled, desperate for escape.
Desie ran away, leaving Daria alone in the chaos of the room. In a frenzy, Daria unleashed her fury, tearing apart the decorations she had once cherished. Desie’s presence had tainted this sacred space—or so Daria believed. But in truth, she had never even met her own daughter. The birth had been traumatic; she had lost consciousness, and when she awoke, Jade had shared the devastating news—the baby had died. Yet Daria had always remembered, keeping this room as a shrine for the daughter she never held.
Today should have been the girl’s 10th birthday, and Daria had prepared gifts, only to see them worn by Desie. The thought of Desie, the same age as the daughter she had lost, ignited a deeper rage within her. She wished she could destroy everything in sight, especially those filthy black people who had invaded her family’s happiness.
Amidst the chaos, a wooden box tumbled from the shelf above, drawing Daria’s attention. It hit the ground with a dull thud, papers spilling out in disarray. She knelt to gather them, her heart racing, and nearly fainted as she read the contents. Inside the box lay irrefutable evidence: DNA test results, a detailed account of Desie’s life, and a genetic analysis revealing that Daria carried a recessive Black gene. It was absurd, but there it was—proof that she could give birth to a Black child despite her and Jade’s white lineage.
As Daria’s hands trembled, she uncovered a diary belonging to Jade. The pages chronicled every moment, from Daria’s pregnancy to the birth of the child. Daria’s chest tightened as she read how Jade had acted out of prejudice, abandoning Desie at an orphanage without Daria’s knowledge, betraying her in the most profound way.
Daria sank to the floor, tears streaming down her face. “Oh, my poor daughter… what have I done?” Guilt crashed over her like a tidal wave, forcing her to confront the magnitude of her actions. She longed to hold Desie, to pull her close and apologize for everything. But the weight of her anger and the chaos swirling around her left her paralyzed, trapped in a storm of regret and fear.